Hello everyone, I am back after a long absence. I think I must have been drifted out into the wide blue ocean.
If I am not mistaken, it has been nearly 18 months , I have not been myself, and I ran into many problems. I have been sick not only in mind, but in health. Can it be that I have moved into a new place, or could I have.....I am not certain. I have hopped from place to place to settle down, but I am still squatting at my children's home. I am confused.
Recently, I underwent engioram at the Heart Institute of Malaysia to check whether there are blocks at the arteries to my heart. Fortunately everything was normal as the surgeon said. I have been secretly depressed for going through all the sufferings. I was even knocked down by a speeding car the next day after discharge from the hospital. Fortunately I sustained minor injuries on my left leg. I could not walk well and my body ached.
I think it was a week ago, I received a telephone call from an old friend. He told me he has just retired and he is living in Alor Setar. I was so happy and we had a good conversation. I managed to exchange our email address.
His name is Boonlerd, a Malaysian Thai. He sent me a web site , which is about meditation. Well, meditation was nothing new to me because I have been practicing meditation for many years. Anyhow, I thanked him.
This morning I woke up, sat for a while, and I realized, that I have not meditated since I left Penang and moved to Kuala Lumpur. I sat down and mediated. It has been a long time I have not seen the Chrystal ball as I closed my eyes. The Chrystal ball came rushing towards me, but somehow I managed to control my posture.
During the short process of meditation, I realized I have been astray. I was my old self, egoistic, ect.
After my morning bath, I told myself, I must go into my blog and write something. I tried to open my website page, but in vain. I forgot my website name. I sat down and slowly I remembered. It has been along time.
I just want to thank my friend Boonlerd for waking me up. Thank you my dear brother ,Boonlerd.
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- My name is Stanley Benjamin. I am a Malaysian Thai. I am married to Patsy and have 4 kids. I love this material world which I live in and; hope to return here to enjoy my karma which I earned through out my past lives. I am creating this blog to reach out to you my friends & family to share the joys of life. Thank you
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2 comments:
Meditation is good, grandpa. I miss your blog. I hope you would continue writing it and tell me somemore. :)
My advice to you,my dear Sopia is...Do not confine yourself under a coconut shell. Explore into this wide world. Listen more and talk less. Learn by other mistakes. You will discover that there are so many things you should know. Nothing is impossible. If others can do and achieve success, why not you. Do not be a victim of " KIA SU ". Be brave and at the same time give due respect to your elders. You create and at the same time destroy whatever is within yourself. If you read my blog, you will know what I mean.
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